I’ve come to a lot of realizations over the past week. I came to a few realizations over the weekend, too.
Things aren’t where they’re supposed to be, and I have the power to change most of those things. The majority of my adult life has been spent searching for things that would magically materialize. Obviously, that’s not how life works but that’s how I’ve taken it.
There are just so many specifics that I want to get into…just so I can “purge” and feel like I’m truly starting over. Alas, this post will just have to remain cryptic like those annoying Facebook messages that your friends often leave.
I’m just so tired of running around in circles. I’m tired of beating my head against the wall. There are so many good things going on in my life right now that I just can’t sit back and let “the old me” sabotage it all.
I’m ready for a change. I’m ready to start over again.
I’m worth that much.