I don’t know what’s with me today.
I should be on “Cloud 9″. I’m seeing my baby tonight and will be with her until Sunday. I should be on top of the world.
But instead, I’m cranky and irritable.
The weird thing is that I’m very conscious of my crankiness. I am totally aware that I’m not in the best of moods today…and that should make things easier to alter.
But it’s not.
I guess I could come up with multiple reasons and/or excuses for my mood; I’m too excited to leave here and see Sunshine for the weekend, I’m jumpy about MC’ing a work event this weekend and my tuxedo hasn’t come in yet, I didn’t get enough sleep last night, I’m becoming too concerned about things at work instead of letting them slide off my back, I’m hungry, I’m too worried about whether or not I’ll be chosen for a trip next month that could affect my future career.
I suppose the best thing I can do is write about it…acknowledge it…take a few deep breaths…let it all go as I leave work today and make my 3-hour trip to see Sunshine and hold her in my arms. Just the thought of her brightens up my day and I’m a guy who normally always focuses on the positive side of things.
I’ll be alright. I just need to work through whatever it is I’m working through.